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Tuesday, 22 September 2009

OH DEAR hi everyone i just found out that i have relatives who read my blog (hi pa!) so yeaz. sorry i won't be blogging here anymore. i'll find a little blogger and post there (actually i already do) ok ciao- this means hiatus for a really really long time until i can get the website www.xanga.com/abbility off his brains. gootbye gootnight all the best for your ezaamz. zzzz oh before i go here's a nice picture for you all to admire! haha kidding. omg there's such thing as xanga lock! but na thats just terrible. oh but blogger friends is no better either. but i can't work xanga so ok bye

Saturday, 19 September 2009

2009

2006
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walau this sarks. i hate how everything is now- omg i hope this doesn't become some emo shit post. everything is just..... i don't know. everything around me, everyone, friends who call themselves as friends. yes i hope you're seeing this and i hope you know how i feel. coz despite being whoever i am, i'm not planning to talk to you about this. its all so different now don't you think? i wonder how its gonna be like some time later. (no specific dates mentioned) sometimes i wondered if i made the right choice. i hate one night friendship stands. (in this case, months). i don't know why i actually followed yall- i sort of knew that this would happen. yet i trusted you, i trusted us that none of this would happen. and now its all happening. and i don't know what to do coz i don't think i can change anything. this taught me to NOT trust anyone so readily.
siigggggggggggggggggggggggggh i really don't like whats' happening now- and worst thing is, exams are coming. i hope nothing happens during exam period.
on the other hand, i've been depending very much on God for everything these few days, and of course a couple of good friends to get on with things. i've started studying and all, but i wished i could go faster. like i've been studying monday-wednesday. and after that i just stopped coz i wanted to get some sleep. i need to realize that studying is tiring. i just haven't realized it yet. i guess i will, soon! when exams finally start. i can see myself NOT knowing anything about chem one day before the exams. tsk where's tessa when i need a tessa! she's gone.
i'm super worried but i just don't show it i guess. i always need to scream and shout at evrything. but i just have what it takes to be calm- even though i can feel weird chemical reactions happening in my body. self control. if i didn't have it, everyone would've died.
bye

Wednesday, 09 September 2009

save me from this road i'm on
Hello everyone.
Let me tell you about yesterday. An interesting day. Morning was spent in school and after that I went out with myself. I watched a movie, got a new nalgene bottle, a birthday present, and a yellow coloured inspiration book to inspire myself. Yay. :) And because I have no idea what to blog about, but feel the need to, here's what i'll do. Lists!
Things I miss:
1. Living stress-free days that DO NOT revolve around the fact that O's chem SPA is in 2 days and EOYs are coming.
2. Meeting up with friends.
3. Fishing
4. Lovely family moments
5. Camps; lots of them.
6. And lots more
I'm super determined to start doing things in my yellow book. :) i need to print pictures. Can't wait to grow old and open this book and recall memories. heeh. goodbye

Monday, 07 September 2009

BYD 09

RYC

6.5 '06
i miss alicia tan don't you?
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give me...........................................
oil in my lamp
keep me burning, burning, burning
give me
oil in my lamp
i pray, i pray!
give me
oil in my lamp
keep me burning, burning, burning
keep me burning till the break of day!

Tuesday, 01 September 2009

birthdays!
happy birthday nicole!

happy birthday rachel teh!
happy birthday keane!
happy birthday gabriel loke!

you're all 15
today was a pretty eventful day - woke up and studied earthquakes. left for school bus stop and choez's mum sent us to novena square to get gabriel loke's present. hehe got him a everyday bottle. its so pretty i secretly want it! heeeheee. ran everywhere to find the best quality one! met many mean and nasty shopkeepers who couldn't speak english and didn't know how to work letter vouchers. hahah lousy. rained, cabbed to gabriel's house. happy birthday gabriel! enjoyed myself today :) thanks man.
yesterday was teacher's day + be yourself day. it was super duper boring :( but i guess a lot of effort was put into the planning, so good job events comm! don't stress during post mortem k. hahaa went to lynette's house with jeanne and lenny joined us after that :) about to sleepover but jeanne's mum said no. so i went home too. hahaa well it was fun! spent the whole afternoon playing guitar hero world tour. hahaa singing was the best! whopee 88% yay jeanne! whoooooooohooooo :) then i taught lynette how to play sims 2 (but i bet she forgot :( ) and we created our families, killed our mums, then killed ourselves (by hunger). cheats are good :)
school tomorrow! hopefully i'll have a good week. fitness test tomorrow!